1960 Waynedale and Pleasant View. Frequent absenteeism,
continuing high school, changing to college bound courses; Roy and Ronald Fike,
chemistry class; teachers: Ira Amstutz, Melvin Black, Stella McCleary, Harold
Henderson, and Dorothy Drushal; a separate social life among Pleasant View
Mennonites; socials and parlor games, girlfriends and cars; examples of
international Christian service; winter skating and summer baseball and the
1960 World Series.
During my four years of high school,
I was frequently absent. I look at my old report cards: grade nine, 15 days;
grade ten, 22 days; grade eleven, 19 days
and grade twelve 14 days absent. An average absenteeism of seventeen and one
half days of school each year or I was away from classes each year for three and
one half weeks. Those three and a half weeks were a busy time; I was the main
farmer of our small 80-acre dairy, hogs and cropland. The small herd of about
eight cows was morning and evening milking. Also, in the fall, I took off a
week harvesting (picking) corn, and in the spring I often took off a week for
planting. Often in the winter, I would take off a few days for hauling manure
out of the cattle shed and spread it onto the frozen fields.
Even though we now
had purchased a new Massy Ferguson tractor, we still used our horse-drawn
manure spreader powered by the back wheels, and the back wheels had much better
traction on the frozen ground. When the ground was wet or slippery, the back
wheels easily started slipping, hence no power on the web and tedders spreading
the manure. In fact when we went Mennonite, we kept some of our horse drawn equipment
such as manure spreaders and planters and simply now pulled them with the new
tractor.
I enjoyed farming, the animals
especially, but also the crop and field work, and I also knew that I was
contributing to our family welfare. My mother and older brothers helped as
needed, and David and little James also helped although farm work seemed to
have diminishing interest among the younger set. With my father on an emotional
leave of absence, I somehow knew that I was at the end of the line for our small
dairy and hog operation. Paul hinted about going on the college in the next
year or two, and we knew Roy would be gone when he reached age 20.
When I
reflect on those years today, I think my on-going work on the farm as a
teenager and Paul and Roy’s income from working on the construction crew eased my
continuing in high school after age 16; our family of 10 was taken care of
quite well. My father Andrew had finished off the mortgage before his paternal abdication,
so we felt financially secure. I don’t recall any specific conversation with my
parents and Paul or Roy about it. It simply was
assumed by that summer of 1960, I would continue in high school. This decision was certainly not because I was
the family academic or scholar; both Paul and Roy were stronger than I was in
their study, memory and analytic skills when they were interested in a subject.
Not that my older brothers were always
interested. One of my most memorable days at Waynedale High School was as a
freshman in study hall when the commercial teacher Ronald Fike threw my brother
Roy out in the hall shouting at him: “You will never amount to anything!” Roy
later told me that it was about a tiff he and Fike had in a General Business class,
Fike losing it when Roy declared he was quitting high school and telling the
teacher that “in twenty years I'll amount to more than you ever will." Fike
hit Roy over the head with a magazine and sent him out in the in the hall, in
hopes that the principal Edwin Thompson would pick him up for an office visit. Okay, that is the Miller version, and
I’m sure the Mister Fike version would have more sympathy for a teacher
unseemly provoked.
Although
detention after school was mainly used as punishment, in 1960 errant high school
students were still paddled by the principal Edwin Thompson. I recall
one of my best friends telling me on the way home from school about his getting
whacked in the principal’s office. I think he had been caught smoking in the toilet
or something. He was terribly humiliated, and I was truly sorry for him. I am
glad that corporal punishment in our schools has diminished during my lifetime
although I’m not a purist on these issues. At the same time I wish the
government had never entered into this question, and as a society we had simply
allowed it to diminish by local cultural practice. Appropriate punishment
and expulsion should be an administrative and educational decision for school
personnel, not a legal one. Today, after serving about two decades on the local
Southmoreland (Pennsylvania) school board, I refuse to sit through these tedious expulsion and
legal hearings in protest to them being held at all.
But back to entering my junior
year of high school, I also decided that I would probably continue in college
after high school, maybe become a teacher or a game warden (like Sidney Coral).
I think that choice was influenced by the teachers I knew and liked close by. I
switched to the academic courses which the college-bound students were taking for
my last two years. My junior year I took chemistry and in my senior year
physics, both two-session classes and now there was no time left for
agriculture classes, so this decision was the end of Future Farmers of America. I also
took some additional math class in geometry and senior English. Although I had
enjoyed Schaffter’s biology, I did not take the science and math classes
because I liked them or had any natural aptitude for them. I simply was told that
a college-bound student needed them. They proved quite difficult, especially given
my spotty attendance and meager preparation.
Working for me in this transition
was my chemistry (junior year) and physics (senior year) teacher, a Kidron
Swiss Mennonite named Ira Abraham Amstutz (1907-1976) although most of the
students called him Doc Amstutz. I think he had some sense for my background
and was considerate and kind, in spite of my chronic absenteeism. Chemistry
especially assumed considerable math background for which I was badly prepared.
Amstutz was bright but also personable with students, often chuckling with a
laugh deep in his throat and his round belly bumping up and down. Then, he
would say: “observe, students.” Connie Gerber and Dorcas Steffen of Kidron were
also in the chemistry class and one day, Amstutz asked the two girls to bring
shoofly pie to school for a treat which they did. I had never heard of shoofly
pie, but it tasted sweet and thick. I later learned that it was the traditional
sweet molasses pie associated with central and eastern Pennsylvania Dutch
culture.
Amstutz also loved to
philosophize on life, often giving local illustrations. In describing the speed
of gravity (physics class), he told of some farm boys who shot guns up in the
air trying to see how many of the bullets would land back down on the tin roof
of a large straw shed. He said they were deadly foolish because the bullets
after coming to a stop up in the air would regain the same speed on return as
the velocity they had when they left the gun barrel. I never heard an accidental
death happening from such shooting until at the very time of this writing a
young woman from Mount Hope, Ohio, was killed by a bullet from a gun a man shot
accidently into the air.
Another memorable teacher was
Melvin Black who taught English my junior year and lived in Fredericksburg, or
at least had an apartment there--filled with books. I recall visiting him at
Fredericksburg and hearing him talk about his books, loaning a few to my
brothers and me. An elderly man, I believe he was only at Waynedale one year
perhaps finishing out his career, having taught out towards Loudonville most of
his life. But what caught my interest in his English class was writing and
reading English and American literature, reading short stories by O. Henry and
poetry by the American poets Emily Dickenson and Robert Frost. The same was
true with senior English when we read Shakespeare and pondered over the brooding
“Macbeth” lines of “tomorrow, and
tomorrow, and tomorrow.”
Life's but a walking shadow, a
poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.
It was not that I agreed with the
murderous Macbeth. It was rather that one could write so well and so wisely of
queens, kings, shepherds and even witches. I still have my little paperback we
used in class and see that I noted the birds and Scripture allusions in the
play. Our teacher Stella McCleary was quite a fair and foul work herself,
treating us like some unwashed Philistines polluting her sacred temple of first
year college English. But that aside, this approach of literature and the
student entering into another world of Elizabethan England or to a New England
poet was quite a change from my freshman and sophomore English classes. Those
sessions were mainly reading Reader’s
Digest, silly jokes and the most mundane pabulum imaginable, all presumably
under the encroaching educational doctrine of relevance.
I have since come to the conclusion
that with few exceptions the more a teacher tried to be relevant, the worse the
class. Conversely, the more the teachers were in love with their subjects (and
of course liked us the students) and we entered the world of that subject, the
better the class. Okay, I know Alden Schaffer’s song birds and waterfowl were
nearby, but still it was his interest in seeing them and talking about them
that sparked my interest. Same with Stella McCleary.
Two other memorable teachers were
Harold Henderson and Dorothy Drushal who taught American history and American problems.
Henderson, better known as Bugsy, gave us a basic tour of American history
beyond the stories of Washington and Lincoln and got me interested in some of
the unique elements of the American experiment. We learned the difference
between a pure democracy Roman style and a republic with a constitution,
independent courts, and the rule of law, the three branches of government. He
was probably the definition of unimaginative regarding teaching method because
he sat on his desk and lectured and asked questions, but somehow he got me
interested in American history and government. Dressed formally with a bow tie,
I think many students considered him slightly goofy, but I enjoyed his class
and the subject. By the end of the school year in 1960-61 Mister Henderson
selected me to take the Ohio State Department of Education district scholarship
test in American History, and I came in third; I still have the certificate.
The other teacher who got my
attention was Dorothy Drushal, who taught American Problems during my senior
year. As I recall the class, it was early social studies and sociology type, a
window on how American society functioned. But mostly I recall Drushal; she
brought along to class Time and Newsweek which we could take home or
read. These magazines, also available in the library, became an open facet to
the world. We soon got Newsweek at
home, but I think it was my brother Paul who subscribed to it, and our family has been a
subscriber over the past 50 years. That may end, however, what with the easy access
to the news electronically and current editor (2011) Tina Brown’s entertainment
with news approach. One other aspect of
Ms. Drushal was that her husband taught at the College of Wooster (later
becoming the college’s president) and was president of the Wooster City
Council. So we got regular, perhaps too regular, updates of what was happening in
Wooster, its college and her family’s considerable achievements.
So I remember the
teachers because for me the classroom was high school. I did not have any social
life outside of the classroom. When I heard class mates carry on regarding football
games, dances and plays, I was hearing of another world. Our family and church
were sectarian and had our separate social life with the Pleasant View Mennonites
near Berlin, colloquially called PVs. One day, I looked up from study hall and
a conservative Mennonite couple was walking up the hallway of Waynedale High
School. The man was dressed like a member of a plain-clothed holiness or
Nazarene sect. The woman however had a white prayer covering on her head; they
were conservative Mennonites. They were my parents, Andrew and Mattie.
Everyone looked up and
stared at them as though some creatures from Mars had arrived at our school. It
was not that the Amish and conservative Mennonites were not in our community;
they were throughout our entire neighborhood from Holmesville to Mount Eaton; occasionally
I’d look out the window and see a buggy go by State Route 250. But usually we
were worlds apart. I simply looked at my parents, somewhat embarrassed and confused
because two worlds, my school and my home life, had been brought together, and
they did not fit. The Holmesville students of course knew my parents and
understood it all, but for the rest, it was a zoo, or so it seemed to me. I
don’t recall why my parents visited Waynedale that morning, but I do remember
my confused feelings of loving mom and dad -- but wishing they were not at school.
My social life belonged
with the conservative Mennonite young people. This year I began attending the
Pleasant View Mennonite social gatherings with my older brothers Paul and Roy.
These were gatherings on Saturday evenings and attended by twenty to thirty
young people, mostly teenagers but youths could attend until they got married
or left our community for college or voluntary service. My brother Paul was one
of the leaders, and the socials were hosted by one of the Pleasant View
families. Because almost all of our families were of Amish background, I suspect
the Saturday evening socials were really an updating of Saturday evening Amish
hoedowns and dating, what we used to call scouting
in Pennsylvania Dutch, now under more
churchly control and with the decorum of parlor games.
At the gatherings,
there was a short opening of singing and devotional, and then there were
refreshments and games, social games. In a game called “Wink’em” all sat in a circle
with one empty chair where the boy or girl behind the chair would wink to
attract a person to the seat. It had the charm of attracting or being attracted
by a girl, holding onto a girl’s shoulders or being held by a girl, and well
simply a playful drama of boy and girl attractions. Then there was a game
called “Do you love your neighbor?” Here again all were in a circle in chairs
with one in the middle had to try to find a seat by asking “Do you love your
neighbor?”
Again, it was
controlled activity of sitting next to a girl with choices of retaining her or moving
her. We would dash to another seat and there was human contact. Sometimes, the games took on a trickery such
as one called “Barber shop” where in innocent male was blind folded and kissed
at the end of a haircut, presumably by a girl. Well, you could only play it
once. I loved these parlor games because they were a part of meeting attractive
young women my age. Later in life, I found them quite cross cultural and even played
them at house parties whether in other countries such as Puerto Rico or
Venezuela or among our neighbors on Arthur Avenue in Scottdale.
Finally, there was a
game called “walk a mile” which may have been singular to these socials; this game
was played after dark usually on summer evenings when we would go walking in
boy girl pairs strung out along the road with one person on the move, ordering
the boy or girl to go up three or back two. In any case, it brought a lot of small-talk
and hand-holding with a variety of girls. The system worked and couples were
formed in the course of these socials. Both Paul
and Roy had girl friends whom they had met at these socials, and soon I developed
a liking for Fannie Mae who was my age, even if emotionally and physically
quite developed beyond my years. This pairing took my social life to another
level where we would go on dates, sometimes double with one of my brothers,
especially Roy because Fannie Mae and Roy’s girlfriend were best friends.
Our girlfriends sang in various ensembles,
so often dates were to places such as Sunday evening hymn sings or other venues
where our Miller brothers quartet sang. After the service we took the girls
home in our cars, and if I knew the girl quite well, such as Fannie Mae, she
would eventually invite me to come inside to her home, visit, and maybe have
popcorn or refreshments with her parents and the rest of the family. The rest
of the evening was visiting in the living room.
Aside from the erotic and
spiritual love for Fannie Mae, I also benefitted from her musical tastes. She
considered me a musical barbarian and exposed me to more formal musical tastes
at her home, listening to European and English choral music. In fact, during
Christmas she took me with her family to Columbus to hear a full rendition of Handel’s
“Messiah” where her brother was at the Ohio State University medical school. Paul
and Roy and I would compare notes on our dating developments during these few
years.
Another element of these social
and courting rituals was the car. We’re talking of the souped-up car, the car
with fender skirts, and little cotton balls hanging from the mirror, with glass
pack mufflers which could roar, hiccup or rumble. The car was a common element
with the larger culture whether it was driving to school at Waynedale and circling
in front for all to see or circling the Dairy Isle or ice cream stand at Berlin
to see who else had stopped for treats or mainly simply to be seen.
We Millers of course thought this
whole emphasis on chrome and leather was quite below our dignity and propriety
and drove around in plain totally uncool cars such as Ford Falcons. Years later
when I saw the George Lucas’ coming-of-age movie American Graffiti in 1973, I thought I was back in my Waynedale and
Pleasant View days of car culture, with all the car characters of my early sixties
in rural Ohio. The setting of the movie was in southern California.
The other thing the
southern California end of high school had in common with my Waynedale Pleasant
View years was the question of what next: college, international service, or working?
During my Pleasant View days, I became aware of an older youth Emmanuel Erb who
left for Paraguay in PAX service to help build the Trans Chaco Highway to where
the Mennonite colonies were located. Emmanuel sent back photos of the project
and when he returned told us all about it. An older friend Marion Yoder went to
Costa Rica in a voluntary service project and a Katie Yoder (Schnella Crist family) also went to
Central America in mission service; I think she was a nurse. The service question
came up for me in a peculiar way because Mennonites were Christian conscientious
objectors to war and during the military draft needed to do some form of alternate
service, hence a Christian calling.
But I think it also
had an appeal for its sheer adventure and exploration. I remember during August
of 1961 the Conservative Mennonite Conference met for annual meetings in
Hartville, Ohio, and my girlfriend Fannie Mae and I attended. What I remember
distinctly was Wayne Yoder of Hartville speaking of his PAX service in Germany,
helping rebuild after the destruction of the Second World War. I respected
Wayne who seemed so dedicated as a Christian and also worldy-wise and a friend
of my brother Paul. It planted an idea in my mind that maybe some day I too
could do international voluntary service.
Finally, there was an outdoor winter
social activity of the Pleasant View youth—ice skating on Roy R. and David
Millers’ ponds. The one pond was west of Berlin and the other east at Bunker
Hill. In the evenings and on Sunday afternoons we would go skating as a social
and recreational activity. This was not your sticks and pucks outdoor hockey of
roughhousing boys. This skating was a
social recreation of both girls and boys: singly, in pairs or in groups.
Sometimes we formed crack the whip skating games circling around the pond.
The accomplished skaters were
really graceful dancers, going backwards and sideways and able to do modest swirls.
And then there were always a few boys who did show-off jumps, dangerous twirls
and abrupt stops sending the ice chips flying. In January and February our ice
skating numbers were increased by students of the Conservative Mennonite Bible
School which was also held at the Pleasant View Church building. At Roy R. and
Berdella Miller’s pond, they often built a fire at one end of the pond where we
could stand around and warm our hands and feet. The Miller children also
skated, and Gloria, still in her elementary school years, became an
accomplished and graceful ice skater.
In the summer we Amish and
Mennonites played softball, while the rest of the world played baseball, both
Little League and various youth leagues and also the major league baseball of
the Cleveland Indians. I never attended a game, but I listened to many a
Cleveland Indians game on the radio and read the box scores in the Wooster Daily Record. My favorite players were first baseman Vic
Power, left fielder Tito Francona, the mercurial center fielder Jimmy Piersall,
and the pitcher Jim Mudcat Grant. By 1960 the Cleveland management unwisely traded
the popular home-run hitting Rocky Colavito to Detroit for the base hitting
champion Harvey Kuenn, and by October the team finished fourth in the American
League.
The New York Yankees represented
the American League in the World Series playing the Pittsburgh Pirates.
Waynedale High School coach and teacher Mel Riebe turned on the World Series broadcast
in our physical education class, and I heard the bat crack when Bill Mazeroski
hit the home run which won the series and the world championship for the Pittsburgh
Pirates. I did not much think of it at the time, but later in life when I lived
in southwestern Pennsylvania, I would hear of that famous Mazeroski homerun every Fall.
Waynedale teacher Ira Amstutz’s
physics illustration I referenced was the Associated Press story of December
20, 2011, with a Fredericksburg, Ohio, dateline: “Sheriff: Ohio man cleaning gun
killed Amish girl.” Shakespeare’s lines
in Macbeth are from Act V, scene v,
lines 24-28. The Pleasant View girlfriend’s name Fanny Mae is a pseudonym. Information
on the Conservative Conference meeting August 15-17, 1961, at a Nazarene
campground near Hartville, Ohio, from David I. Miller, telephone conversation,
March 2, 2011.
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